Awe thanks again :love: its nice to know you all care, and yeah I hear Ray can come across a little hard ass, but its only because he cares. :thumbup:
Yeah we decided to stick it out, counselling once a week and substance free for err..... dunno about 20 days I reckon, thing is we love each other, and are committed to working at it, only when all other options have been exhausted would we go our separate ways.
Its fuckin hard work sometimes, its a long long time since I totally clean. and now I am I have caught a stinking cold! see I knew it wasnt good for me!!....hahahaha